just poetry [for now]

mood: undecided (is that a mood?)

word of the day: inveigle

Hey guys, it's R (duhhr!) and I am so sorry that I haven't written in foreverrr (19 days. yeah, i feel horrible.) !

actually i can't really catch you guys up on everything becaussse i have to go finish writing poetry for our quarter writing in english. (as JD says, 'it's humanities. say it proud.', but i prefer english.)

Soo I just wanted to post a couple of poems (and no Ev I'm not posting the yogurt one) for your reading pleasure, because people totally read this. right.

(and no stealing, pls&thx.) 

Camp
I feel its heartbeat in the rain
See its shadows beneath the trees
It is everything I am
I can’t find a word to explain it
It is a memory of things that have passed
A promise of things yet to come
It is reality fading into dreams
This place, this world, is part of me, and I am part of it
My soul is written across the sky here
And my spirit is carried by the wind
Every time my eyes see the stars
I know I could not survive without it
And I don’t know how anyone can

Limerick Fairytale
There once was a princess so fair
All the gentlemen begged for her hair
The witch got jealous
And for demise became zealous
Now from the tower the princess just stares

There once was a girl with skin white
Her stepmother was quite a fright
An apple was gifted
And consciousness lifted
Now the girl does not know day from night

A boy took a cow to be sold
He received beans instead of gold
While stalks he was finding
Others were dining
What a lovely steak dinner to behold!

Actual writing sometime soon (well, sooner than 19 days.),

R

long time no see.

mood: chill

word of the day: shambles

hey,

sorry for the lack of writing in the past couple weeks, things have been kuhhhrazy lately as 4th quarter heats up and graduation (!!) approaches.

so what's new?

well, we managed to pull off the play. "gooooo supona!" it was actually a blast, and the cast party wasn't half bad either. the video kicked ass. :]

and i got a new phone, the classic orange LG env. call me a gossip girl poser, but i wanted a phone with a keyboard and this was all verizon had that wouldn't cost me my house. (<---exaggeration.)

also, a new session of improv started up again, lots of fun (tuesday nights) except for GPS boy---well, we think---got kicked out, because he was violent, sexual, and prejudice. so maybe this is a good change? dunno.

what else? social things have been a little weird lately, and RBH is getting more and more annoying each day. :-) just kidding, well kinda...if he calls me or N "honey" one more time he might just [insert verb here].

i have to go....stuff to do, people to see...laundry to put away! 

love, 

R

rehearsals, passover, and life.

Hey you guys, R here. 

first of all...

Hurrah Jew POWERRR.

Anyway, it is officially tech week (well it was and will continue on Monday) and it's soo much fun. NOT. No offence to K, JM, Mr. F/Mr. T, or C the Piano Guy--cuz it's really not their faults.

It's the people who talk every second of rehearsal, and blame the 6th and 7th graders, and also, the 6th and 7th graders who talk and then claim they're not. Why the fuck would you get on stage to perform and stand there and fucking TALK>>?!

I don't get it, but I hope we can get it together for Thurs/Fri shows. Here's what K said:
"truth is
we let alot of things slip away in he beginning
and now ppl think they can get away with anything especially if theyre friends with us
its not even about the play anymore for us its about respect".

EXACTLY.

But on a lighter (figuratively only, read on) note, Mr. F. stepped in for B yesterday when EG and her were practicing their love song, and it was quite possibly the funniest thing ever. Sorry, EG...but it was. And then Mr. F. was like, "I got excited by EG and B's number!" And it was funny.

Hmm, about "life" in the title, IDK really. Oh yeah new layout for the blog, sparkly. Yum.

Um gotta go set up for Pesach, annoying un-wanted neighbors coming over.

Can't you tell I'm in the holiday spirit?

xoxo,

R

FtSK ♥

yes guys, it's the new ftsk video!! if you didn't know i am abcdefghijklmnop obsessed with ftsk. i love  caleb turman more than is healthy. <33 

so i thought i'd give you guys a treat and post the vid to their new single. 9 days 'til underdog! yayy. can't wait! it's also nice to know that K is a fan, but omg she saw them in concert and touched caleb's leg. i hate you, K! j/k, but really....and she got to see atl too...first row...so jelss.

so yeah. it's amazing. AHHamazingilovecaleb.

BTW turns out AB's b-day is today, omg i feel sooo bad! so...

HAPPY BDAY AB! ILY!

but yeah sorry!!

i love ftsk.

btw.

xoxo,

R

maybe, baby.

okay so yesterday somebody told me that because i don't put my heart and soul out on my blog (like post my deepest darkest secrets) it makes my blog fake. i strongly disagree-- i have personal word documents and notebooks where i can (and do, when writing on here doesn't get it all out) write about things i don't want to world to see. i know nobody reads this crap i write (although i haven't alerted many; i probably should send out the link over e-mail) and for me, it's not a competition; i'm not trying to get more hits than anybody. as i've said before, i write for me, and if you have a problem with that, well just don't read. i'm not making you, hun.

and as my facebook status says, "you seriously think you can break me that easily? NICE TRY, loves, but this girl doesn't need you."

btw BR's bday is tomorrow and AB's is the day afterr (i thinkk), so happy bday AGAIINNN love you two babyy.

graduation is 1 month 3 weeks 2 days!!!! oh my god bitchh we are OUT OF HERE soo soon. 11/12ths done with middle school, did you realize?

shyeah.

weelllll i have to go finish up my research for the career project, but i'll be back laterss or tomorrow.

xoxo,

R

a little bit of a rant, and some song lyrics. (long post, beware.)

hello again, so now i'm getting downanddirty with my post. a little bit of a rant, some things that have been pissing me off, blahblahblah BUT OF COURSE no names. 

but you kids are smart, and you'll figure it out.

probably.

first and foremost, i am pretty much....pissed. yeah, i'd say i'm pissed. at a certain person who i'm 99.9% (or moree) sure lied to me last night. adding last night to the end of a sentence, it makes it sound dirty, but this isn't. go wash your thoughts out with soap, pervvss.

anyway, point is, i know the person lied to me about something that could have been like "yeah okay whatever" but like when you lie, it makes things blow up. like kaboom. so just don't. and now, you should admit you're lying, okay? cuz it's getting stupid. stupider.

so just shut up. if you're gonna lie.

secondly.....SONG LYRICS YAYYY. okay so if you didn't know, i really really like music. and lyrics. (but not the movie that wasn't a pun intended or anything.)

soo i thought i'd share some lyrics yumm.

"i saw a film today, oh boy

the english army had just won the war

a crowd of people turned away

but i just had to look

having read the book

i love to turn you on."

-a day in the life, the beatles.

"hey, you always seem to catch me when i'm lying 

about the stupidest of things

stand there while i stab you in the back

with the words

i never ever ever should have taken this so far."

-believe me, i'm lying, forever the sickest kids

"i was so nervous; i just had to go shopping." -usher

ahh you guessed it today i went SHOPPING!

okay so if you're a guy you miiiight want to skip this entry considering it is richly detailed with the hotandheavy shopping experience i had. 6 hours, bitchess.

so first off, i got a graduation dress!

and shoes! here are the pics, which the lovely google found for me, thanksss.

and ... never mind, no shoe pics. sorry.

plus there were the abercrombie/hollister outlet stores (lovee), at which i found lots of stuff. plus american eagle.

so yeah, mucho fun. 

more soon, this was just a shopping post.

xoxo,

R